christmas eve.

doing kumon, but i'm stucked in maths and that english de story too creepy.. and you know what time it is now.. 

so it's better for me to do tmr. hehe.

its christmas eve.

actually i dont know it is christmas eve until i saw a wall post saying it is christmas eve. lol sat bai uh.. haha

kumon kumon..

i still got a pile of kumon to do.

school is going to reopen soon, and my busy life is coming back. 

aussie so shuang.. compare with malaysia?

aiya ... u know i know lah. 

hmm. it is hard to make that decision.

so, i'm now waiting for the good news.

how if it's a bad news?

ahh. idk.

希望越大失望越大.. hmm.

i'm waiting for the mail the whole day and i received nothing.

okay lah. buhbye.

MERRY CHRISTMAS(although it isn't christmas yet)

Yorrr...

Yeeeeeee..
His comp spoilt.
Bu neng chat liaoo...
Haha genting trip hen hao wan.....
But his comp spoil also good lah ,at least he can sleep earlier (;
Wahhh, use SMS hen sigui expensive...
So wo bu neng keep SMS.
Hmmmm,
Ok lahh byeeee (;

11.11.11

hellow.
happy 111111 (:
aiyo suddenly someone chat me.
xiasiwo .
heeeee.
i wanna watch na xie nian -.-
semua put aeroplane -.-

k lah bye.

tired.
hee zai zuo kumon.ada kumon tmr.
tmr piano n violin. somo dou mei you zuo dao. alamak.
-.-
tui fei daooo....

Hmmm.

It's the fourth day alr . still weird .
Lol.
Tmr no exam. Nice .
K la
Bye bye.

Game over.

完了。
你是好人，去找一个好女孩吧～
Hmm..
My phone won't vibrate anymore, I guess.
Sorry.
Bye bye.

哈哈哈

Haha just published that post thn I received your message liao. Lol
你什么意思？

Where are you ?

I know my answers will disappoint you. But whr have you gone ?
You did not text me today.
It's kinda weird.
I have been texting with you for one month plus ? Hmmm...
I'm wondering why didn't text me today.
Hmm..
你又再次离开我的生活。

Happy birthday .

Hello, it's 5th of October today hahaha.
Sinhui wished me ytd (((: thankyou.
Tan Xiao Yi , is the first one today haha.
She every year also very zhun de .
Heheeeeeee.
ILY xyi((: thankyou.
Many of them also wished me today teeheeee.
Some through phone, and some through facebook hehe.
Thankyou thankyou thankyou (;

He came back.

He came back into my life. He texted
Me and tell me that he'll find me from ytd onwards.
But you know what, I used 2 days to turn myself back to my original life. Actually, 2 days are fast.
Buy now he came back. Idk what to do. I Need to exam loo. Hmm okay bye

I came round

Finally, I came round, after 2 days.
There's also benefits for me if I stopped contacting him.
At least , I will study.
We're students. Hmm
So, studies must be at first.
Must study hard Liao.
Say jiu easy lah.. Do jiu hard lo.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
41 days is long enough for me to put you aside.
I'm not so moody alr. At least better than Friday.
Don't make me feel so awful again.
If you will, leave me alone(;
Heheee. Bye.
See ya next time(:

bye bye

bye bye.

he said he'll just text me after his exam.

he asked me if he can stop contacting me until exam ends.

i said can.

and, without any reason, i'm feeling moody.

my tears is brimming out just now and i realized that i'm attending gathering,so i cant do that.

he said he know he is selfish.

i didnt think so or say so. 

but if you really wanna concentrate on your studies,

go ahead, i know i'm not suppose to be angry about ths matter,

but, you'll have many more exams,

if you really wanna concentrate,

leave me alone.

请别对我忽冷忽热。

thankyou.

or you can continue to flirt with your girl friends.

you say you'll not sms me frm tmr onwards. then that Har jiu come sms me. -.-

but he's a maxis user. too expensive .haha.

k la. bye. got hurt today.

9.15

hellow again,
its 15th of sept today. wow,
its my sista's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAPPY ICE-CREAM CAKE TO YOU
WOWW YEAHHH~
i texted her this morning at 12.
heheheeee.
she is facing exam now,
so, good luck , jie (:
have a blast.
and, obviously, i skipped school today.
haha because they are going to celebrate malaysia day today, ans we have to duty for almost the whole day, and yea, there was a pelantikan just now at school.
haha
so , i rather practice guitar at home.
having guitar class later,
dont know what the teacher will say, omg.
i didnt practice much. ahhhh.
bye then hehe.

Flirt

Eww you're flirty.. Slut . LOVE xx: jealous neh.. yy:for you de. xx:really ma ? yy: yaya. Yerrrreer. Obviously, I can't accept the fact that you're flirty. yiish. Go away from me if you want to do that. Hmm.. Bye bye ..

text text text, Sms .

i had been a long time since i keep sms.
it was nearly 2 years ago that i use the phone whole day long,
actually, you'll be happy when someone accompany you whole day.
hmm,
although i dont know whats your aim approaching me. but, overall, you're good i guess? lol idk,





dont smoke.

dont smoke.

dont smoke , not good.
cancer lo.
no good no good,
n the most important thing is that i DONT LIKE smokers,
its smelllyyyy,
please give up smoking,
if you cant stop altogether, give up gradually.
as long as you quit smoking, i will be satisfied.

(:

You're good (;

Hmm, he is a good person haha. He made me happy at least ? Haha His mouth is vry manis. 很会讲话。haha. But this only last for .. Six days ? Lol... N now, it had been 1 hour and he haven reply me yet. Hmm, fine then .. I just want to post something bout him here so that I can remember that I met some nice person before(; Hehe. Maybe he's asleep ? Lol I dont think so. Hehe. K lah . My day will still go on. Bye bye.

disappointed.

its almost 9 now, n i'm still slacking here, pretending like i'm so free. But, no.
i have to go for theory exam tomorrow. 8.30 at smjk kwang hua.
which way of dying is easier?
UHHH,
there are tonnes of things that i haven memorize.
nvr mind. just now,
i go upstairs planning to play piano.
then, i saw my maid changing bed sheet, thats a good thing.
but she doesnt close the door.-.-
ben dan, mosquito many ah dai lou.
thats still okay, forgiveable.
what makes thing worst is that when i walk through my room, i can feel cold wind on my legs.
i realized that she opened the air-cond of my room, and theres NOBODY INSIDE .
warao, you think electric bil very cheap izzit? stupid .
我这边省那边省，你这边花那边花，
puhhleeaaaseeee lah,
you got no right to open the air-cond.
dont overrate yourself lah.
everyday pretend like you're so good.
stupid,
act like you're so clever huh?
you're telling me how kind you are, EVERYDAY
do you think i'll believe you?
dont slung mud onto your face, please.
then , just now, i ended up banging piano -.-
then just now you ask me dont to tell mummy, you said its the first time.
stupid. i know its not the first time.
tht day when i just came back from tuition, mummy saw the aircond's engine is leaking, means theres somebody using the aircond, but when we go up to the room, the aircond is off -.-
hello? comparing you and my elder sister, its like, my god.
what is the content of your brain? what is inside your brain? howcome you're telling me things that i've already know when i was in primary 3?
you call this knowledge?
-.-
then, i said ok, i wont tell mumm,
i regret now.
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.-
mummy earn money very xin ku de ni dong ma?
ni de nao zai na li?

yay (: exams over.

exams over (:
exams over (:
exams over (:
exams over (:
exams over (:
heheeee.
its time for guitar(:
tuesday-guitar exam ):
 dont know what should i do.
searching everywhere for maxi dress.
mau go continue guitar liaoo ((:
aiyo, recently, takda money ehh.. hahaaa..
phone pun no moneyy.. haha..

byee (:

At the beginning

At the beginning,You're good.but i did not know...
WYou're always good. But I saw something on her profile today. N I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just stop everything. I guess there is no such good people like I thought of in this world. Bye bye ?
Take care .

Bottom THREE )-;

44/46.. I've done so bad in the exam . 包尾.. Or you can say.. 电底.. Well , idk which 'dian' is that. But it doesn't matter.. People will understand with that same-pronunciation-word right ? Hahah..

Hmm .. Recently, I'm lack of money, and you're too expensive that I can't afford.. So.... Ummm .. Idk ?

It's Sunday tomorrow, and I need to attend tuition);
it's not that the tuition class isn't good .. But.. There's other reasons );
So so disappointed in her.
I thought shes good.. And, yea.. She WAS.. And now, not anymore.
Hmm.. Kay lahhh (((: bye.. Have a sweet dream (:
:*

I don't know how I feel )));

Firstly, I dont understand y I will I cry for such small thing.
But nvr mind(: let bygones be bygones (: forget everything (:
I got my piano exam result today. Kinda disappointed . Merit ): . But what to do ? It's already a fact . Uhhhhhh); I realized that when someone ignores you , n they don't give any reasons , it sucks .
I didn't know what to do.
Basically , I don't know what to write now.
Umm... Bye ?
Yea.. Bye .

School matters

Umm. They had gm today I can't attend. So I wrote the letter n go n tell chia kue Lai. But you know what he told us ytd ? He is such a stupid ppl.. Say got tuition .. He say it's not an excuse.say no transport, he ask me to go back by bus or cab. He can go die le.. But sorry.. Is that an excuse to reject our letter ? No common sense ? How will people like me sacrifice so much for Prefectorial board... ? Come on lah ... Prefect matters is always the last one for me... Really speechless lo ... Compare when I was form 1 n form 4 ... I almost did anything for prefect when I was form 1 ... But it's not the same now... Do you know why will this happen ? Wondering y am I so stupid last time ? 还小不懂事瓜... Lol... Don't wanna talk about this anymore.. Honestly... I didn't letek is because... I know I might need some add on certificate next time . It helps a lot. Left one year only.... Jiu can get certificate... Not bad (:
I realize... Crying isn't a Wrong thing to do . Tears will just keep on flowing into your eyes n you can't control it. But, still, I always say words like 哭了就赢了.. Bla bla bla..... Sleep bah .... Nightssssss ((((:
<3 ya .

I miss you ))):

You came into my life so easily n I never get use to the life without you))): you just went back today... 不习惯): I want you .. Hmm... IMY );

Acupuncture (:

I went to suntech today. It's a clinic. I tell the
Doctor my prob (脚酸) then... Jiu like this lo. Then she give
Me The acupuncture treatment lol.. But obviously, I'm scared . Thn she poke 2 needles on my hands. Each one . Haha . This doctor really good ((: hmmm . K lo. I go sleep.. (-:

6.6.2011

Wow. Its 6.6 already. Woohoo. My sister is coming back today. But I cant follow my dad n go n fetch her. Haha. Cause it's tuition time. I think about what I've said last week . I said I dun like animals ? Hmm.. Maybe it's not 100%of dislikes. Maybe I do like them . But I'm scared. So I told the wrong thing again? Aww .. This isn't good. I often make this mistake huh ? Haha . N maths ... I told him that I dislike maths. I actually realize that this wasn't true. The truth is.... I like maths . But my understanding towards maths Thingy is slower than normal student.
Haha.
At least i told him a very real fact. I dun like science subjects. Hahah. Ummm ... Even after a long time of thinking, I still think that this is true enough haha. I m really weak at science subjects haha. If compare it with maths or addmaths, maths or addmaths is way more interesting. Science are boring. Seriously, I don't know what I'm studying about science for the last 6 months . LOL ?
Actually I typed this Post llast night de leh... But suddenly no connection so, now only I post this (:

Roses (:

I changed my blog skin. It's red. Bright red. Hahah. N there are roses.. Hmm roses are nice(: really nice hah*thumbs up* mummy n my sister went kl today..I stay at home alone. I don't know what can I do. I faced the computer for the whole day like there is no tomorrow. Then, I suddenly think of my results. My gawd... I'm sixteen. And it's my first year to fail so many subjects. T.T 我人生中的第一次。I should have started studying earlier huh ? I have
No idea what the exam paper is asking about.. I left them all blank.. Actually I did write some nonsense on it. At least I tried ? This is better than leaving them all blank I think.. 我应该是班上的最后一名。又多了一个第一次。when I know I was in 4s3, I was happy. It's not easy to squeeze into the top3 classes in my school for me... But now, I rather go and study at s6 or s7. That's my actual standard. My situation in this class is like seperti rusa masuk ke kampung.
Its tough for me to survive in some class like this. .... Hmmmmmm......
I should stop here n get a sleep.
Nights everyone.

Don't forget to go for your dream, everyone.
I'll go n catch mine as well((((:
Nights
:*

korean dramaaas.

outings cancelled.
thn mummy say she's going to accompany me to jj this morning.
then... she called me. n tell me shes not going anymore.
-.-

so, i will be watching korean drama for the whole day...
what a boring hols.
i just finished before n after.
quite nice ((:
12 episode onlyyyyy..
maaduu.com (:
nice site.
no buffering, no loading. just some video in the middle. but its okay.'

i dont know what to do besides wacthing korean drama.
i dont wish to go to school. unlike past years, i wish school can reopen faster when its hols.
but not this time. i dont wish to go to school these days,
i'm being weird huh?

ytd, kumon,
i accidentally bring my folder home instead of passing it back to the counter.
-.-/
dont know wht to do .
):
 bye .

Life changed

Life isn't as easy as we can think of.. Now only I realize that I'm too weak in most of the subjects. What v lyn said is true. Sometimes, what we want to do and what we can manage to do isn't the same thing. I'm so scared. I scared that I can't be what I want to be even if I worked hard. I'm left behind. How if things didn't work put like what I have thought ? hmm... But I'll still run towards my dream n catch'em when I manage to catch them . P/s : (trust yourself. Go for what you want. No one can affect what you're thinking of,so , go for it. Catch your dream.) I'm not going to reply to any of your messages. I did thought that life is better when someone is accompanying me. But I rather live alone on my life without you. You should treat her better. Someone like you isn't a good person . Think of your future . Think of other's feelings. Can you ? I don't admire someone like you , honestly. N I translated every Chinese message . . nights. You're cute (((: (not the 'you' that I've mentioned above)

Crazzzzay

Ishhh .. You're crazyy. I go whr u also know... Go toilet also you knowww . Yerrrrr... You perv.... Siao Dee.. Tmr is the last day of exam oh yeah... I rather go sit for pmr also I don't want a mid year exam in form 4 )))): . You perv . Don't be in my life. I don't want you to be in my life. I will not disturb you too... You useless guy. How can you treat your girlfriend like this.... Uhhh ... You ..... Idk wht to say anymOre. Conclusion.. You're not a good person . So, get rid of my life . Buh byeeee ...

520 love ya

It's 520 tht day v found a doggie . Damn cute. Aww today my mum buy the anti flea soup . Help her to bath (((: heher. Wow . She's really cute ((:haha brown colour de leyyy (((: hee

mid-year exam

OH MY GAWDDDD...
my physics... gawdddddddd...
i failed i think. addmaths too. n chemist also..
i dun wanna fail..
first time fail so mnny subject lo.. this is the first year i fail my exam ehhh.  waalllaaaoooo...
i'm scared. they say chemist so easy.. but its not the same for me,
awww.
still got 5 ays to go.. ahhh..
wish me good luck.

happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY  TO ZIJIE ((:




HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ZIJIE (:






                                                                                            happy birthday ...
                                                                                                                    have a blast.

exam timeeee,,

its exam timeeee..... walaoooo..
the first monthly test, i failed my addmaths dengan cemerlang,
i got 12 marks. my GAWD, i'm so scared..
now, PHYSICS ADDMATHS BC BIO N CHEMIST screwed me up...
AHHHHHHHH...




n something happened. LOL.
not going to text him anymore ):
so sad ):




n.... sorry...








bye.

bla bla .... busayy.

oh NO.
there is a taklimat tmrr.
and. i forget to bring my chemistry text book home today.
chemistry got homework....
tmr taklimat. so cant do the homework tmr in the morning. iish,
die die.
lalallalala...


... aaahhhh




guitar class tmr... aaaahhhhhyyyyyoooo...


guitar guitar guitarrr.. iish,,,,



k lah, bye bye no more time to blogg alr. byes.

Scolded ):

Scolded by my mum just now .hmm..... I ask her . Mummy I wanna go physics tuition or chemistry tuition ? When? what time?where? I say et ,today if two class continue is 4.15 to 7.45.o don't know you la. Everyday tuition your dad no need to work alr la .everyday fetch you only lah . Its not like your dad don't need to work.you wanna attend tuition everyday. You think your dad vry free ?haih . *she keep on scolding* I can just keep my mouth shut $: Okay , since she seriously object then I will not attend anymore tuition classes .then how if I cannot understand ? Hmm.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... Haiiihhhhh. Okay no more haih-ing.gonna start my Chinese essay alr. I have no idea what to write ))): racking my brains . Okay la . Bye .wish tmr is a good day .

2011

Its 2011 already.hmmm,it's a whole new year.4s3i'm coming .yay.I wish it isn't a boring class. So ....blogging using iPod right now haha. Euhui just bought iPod touch also.sy bought iPad . Oh awesome.my hair is way too short lahhh. But nvr mind.I dunno what else to say.so.good luck everyone.especially those around me (((: . Bye. *first post of the year*